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 dobedobedo rated 3 months ago -
Love Addicted
by Herminne Tonita -
I know I must let him go...but will he let me go? Will he allow me to go on with my life next to a man who really loves me and who wants to marry me? No, I am sure he will go on tormenting my thoughts and driving me crazy with all his kisses and his message...
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- dobedobedo rated 3 months ago
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Love Addicted
by Herminne Tonita -
I know I must let him go...but will he let me go? Will he allow me to go on with my life next to a man who really loves me and who wants to marry me? No, I am sure he will go on tormenting my thoughts and driving me crazy with all his kisses and his messages and his presents. Why doesn't he want me to be happy with another man if he was the one who left me for somebody else?
He has spent all his life playing the part of Don Juan and now he wants me to believe him that he has changes and he loves me and he will never cheat on me again.
My mind tells me not to believe him because he hasn't changed and he will never do it. But my heart craves for him. Even though I know I am making a fool of my fiancé who respects me and always thinks at me first I can't stop seein
g him whenever he calls me. I am addicted to him; he is like a wizard who casts a spell on me and I am not doing anything to fight him back.
If he loved me the way he claims he would allow me to get married and to try to fall in love with my future husband. I care for him, I really do but I am not in love with him. I agreed to this relationship because I thought it would make me forget about him. And for a short period of time he really succeeded. But when my ex boyfriend reappeared in my life all my efforts were useless. All I had managed to achieve till that moment was gone.
I don't know what to do and how to get him out of my heart and then of my life. It would all be so easy if I could forget about him. But how can I do that if he keeps pushing me in going back to him? Going back to what? To lonely nights and hours of warring where he might be? I have been there once and I don't want to do it all again.
But I am the only one who can change me. No one else. I have to fight my fears and my feelings and I must win.
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