Victoria

thunderbay

About Victoria

http://twitter.com/thunderbay_

http://imthunderbay.wordpress.com

http://user.adme.in/blog/browse/u/thunderbay

Glori4me actually figured out my Categorian URL address for me! I had posted that I wasn't sure and would get back to you.

I am ever so much blessed by people who take time from their life to help me. It always amazes me. Thank you, Glori4me.

I am you and you are me and we are all together. Peace, kindness, nature, quotations, humor, spirituality, music (and even more music), poetry, disabilities, TBI, brain injury, head trauma, PTSD, PTSD Complex, DID, depression, and the awesomeness of space, aviation, science, and life ... are what you will find at my site.

Blessings for a healthier day today than yesterday; a safe place to sleep at night; enough money in your pocket so you aren't hungry; a feeling that you matter to someone; the music you love playing somewhere nearby, and an insatiable need to learn something new. I may not know you, but you matter to me.

Since the attempted break-in to my apt, I have not been posting much. This event caused a huge flare up of my PTSD, DID and depression. I moved from that apt into an apt filled with mold. Big time sickness from that. Moved into another apt that is safe but terrible. The death of my mother and my attempts at suicide have made me isolated and alone. If you ever think that life can't get any worse ... it can. Why my suicides didn't work, I don't know. I do know that I remember how at peace and full of life I used to be and feel that I am just lost. Interacting in one ferocious Life storm after another, I became disoriented and lost my way ... but I know that there is light. Though faded ... there is light. That is what we all have to remember: "follow the light". The light of goodness and wonder and music and children's giggles and cute kittens ... maybe that is called ... joy. During times of turmoil, depression, or loss, it is by remembering these "little joyful things" that your heart and inner Being are recharged ... and I hope for you ... and for me ... that we find peace, love, kindness, and respect a mainstay in our lives.