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heidi is a 32 year old woman from Menominee, Michigan, USA

i feel people need to let go of the illusion that we are separate from one another. this illusion and the great mental disease of ego causes us all great suffering individually and collectively. first we must face our fears and "enemies" and realize we are all mirrors of one another...to become conscious and aware is to become free. once you see the matrix like illusions for what they are there is no turning back. i struggle on this path but when i lose my way i simply change my point of view. from the seat of the soul comes the light. we can outgrow duality and see the beauty of singularity.

  • the mindshift (my poetry)

    Created Mar 06 2009


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    in my world freedom is found within, television is banned, and compassion is the new revolution. i am a seeker of truth and i am prepared to adjust my perspective to whatever that may be. i love truth without expectation and see the beauty in its constant expansion and change. i have discarded beliefs in the realization of the possiblity that comes in a world void of identification and expectation. i feel we will find true peace by outgrowing duality and embracing the collective exsistence of singularity, of oneness. perception is both the prison we live in and the key that can set of free. by accepting that much of this reality is illusion we can find a way to change our this physical reality. first we have to realize our true nature is not physical form. in the moment we embrace our formless exsistence our perception of time and space will begin to shift out of this dense vibration that duality holds us in. try and imagine a world without separation where every experience is in reach. when we are finally able to cut ties with the ego and its attachment to the illusion of past and future.
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    through being
    not believing
    by peace
    not debate
    with compassion
    not desire

    third dimensional truth
    where ego feeds
    in the past
    in the future
    always lost

    realize but
    never resist
    accept but
    never identify
    experience but
    never expect

    one must wiggle
    one must let go
    to know your wieght
    and how it flows

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    new paradigm
    internal revolutionary
    this is multisensory
    discarding preoccupations
    for the eternal,
    the interdimensional

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    ego holds purpose
    but to push you
    from its clutches
    into souls embrace

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    inside breaking
    not down
    but through
    shifting and shaping
    spirit from growing view.

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    why two must be three (to be) read.,.in alignment with the hum of is...ness
    this world mystifies me...
    you seek clarity?
    you seek enlightenment?
    you seek the unraveling?
    the ever incessant paranormal
    while here it sits
    obviously teaching me
    without a word of zen
    without a word of wisdom
    but through pure astonishment
    that which i will,
    despite the advice,
    i will give in.
    where sits two
    a man wants...
    perhaps he
    even needs
    three to be
    ...to be his reality.
    not a guarntee
    in a world that
    finds scracity in abundance
    we sit how long
    in absurdity
    where life is here
    we are living
    we have created
    we carry it all
    i mean to say
    we carry all creation
    on our backs
    seeking...
    back is sore
    journey placqued with
    what seems neverending
    cuz the finish
    is at the start.

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  • Worldometers - real time world statistics

    Rated Oct 19 2008 539 reviews stats worldometers.info


    humanity is so far gone...so out of touch with our true self...and we are this insane out of control machine that needs to STOP consuming and breeding...where is the fucking balance. this is what i think about all the time and seeing this just makes me more adamant about it. if we were angels once we are far far from getting our wings back. do you all see that? we are all responsible for this. we are so lost. we have a broken system. every part of it. i dont mean the government either. yeah that is broken but it is far bigger than that. we cannot fix shit as long as we keep trying to fix parts of a system that is broken at the core. it needs a complete dismantling. completely. i commend those who reach out to help others dont get me wrong but everyone and everything needs our focus. the change begins within us. because i believe WE are broken. that is where it truly starts.and it is EVERYONE of us. we are trying to save the world but we are still taking a divided stand. we are divided and we are conditioned in ways we dont really understand. i feel, to my very core, that we have the power to do ANYTHING and our sick, rational minds are boxing us in. we are in this illusion but many of us realize that now. this is a huge step. if we are aware of it then most certainly we can break through the illusion. i wish i had the words for how i am feeling right now but i feel like none of these words do justice to the importance and severity of these issues. i need to know and we need to know and understand what this all is...life and what and who we are. life is the most amazing miracle i can imagine. beyond explanation. so being that this existence, us, everything, life ...being that we are here it only makes sense that a creation so sacred would be full of limitless possiblities and powers. we are capable of things most cannot fathom. why are we so doubting, so practical, so unconvinced? because we have had A LOT of time to develope beliefs and concepts of what "is" and how things "are". the truth i know without doubt is that we do not know...we are waking up sure. i see that but i feel we have some huge wake up calls on the way as well. stop trusting life for this low state of body consciousness. it is scary but let yourself truly feel the reality...the deeper reality. do you feel you are your body, your ego and all of its identities? a spiritual teacher that i really admire said that all of humanity is insane. seriously insane. we are. how can we not be. we exist and are aware from several points of awarenesss. we have a sickness of some kind i guess...the ego is so attached to its identities we developed this array of low conscious personalities. i feel our truth is hard for us to embrace and so that is why we developed ego. ego is threatened by the truth because perhaps in our true and knowing state we lose our identity that we have come so accustomed to. but the beauty of being everthing and everyone all at once ... well i think the trade off would be good. i will not claim that this is how it is for i know i cannot give anyone facts or data to prove that. in any case there will never be facts or data to do this because it is beyond intellectual. that is what we are facing is getting past the intellectual state and into...well into a higher state i dont have the words to explain it. i just urge u to go in solitude, turn off the incessant chatter in your head. then from here it is tricky for me to explain. i guess i would say u have to let the fear and pride go and open yourself in a way u have never done before. for me i feel a sense of fear at times but when u let that go and feel who u are...well it is crazy. it is an out of body feeling that happens as these waves come through. yes it is abstract and probably varies. either way i have come to realize this is urgent. we must explore and understand now.