My cover of Dreams by the Cranberries
My cover of Dreams by the Cranberries
So, as we move through our day, how many times are we going from negative to positive to negative to positive, within this process of accessing memories / the past, and projecting them into the future? How many moments in the day are we not actually Here, but in our minds?
I don't celebrate Christmas -- and yet, strangely enough I am still able to enjoy myself, and express myself with others and enjoy their company. And I much prefer being free of the fears and thoughts and stresses and emotional rollercoasters and constant mental preoccupation with 'the holidays' and all the planning and expenses involved, and trying to please others. I'm not a 'bah humbug', and I'm not a 'grinch'. I'm a human, I'm life, I'm on planet Earth. I care about Life. Life is my Value. Life is my Culture. And principles and actions that support what is Best for All Life -- that is what interests me. As for Celebration -- I'll celebrate when we have Proven our Good Will toward All by having a system where everyone is guaranteed a dignified life from birth to death.
It's strange how we tend to view the world, to view reality, as this big and apparently 'unknowable' thing 'out there', believing that all we can really handle and grasp, is our own survival and finding ways to 'feel alright' in this 'big wide world'. But, when you start to write it down, you can see -- what's here as this world is very specific, it's the Content of ourselves. Interestingly, when you look at the word 'Content' -- it's that which we're Content with - that which we Accept. That which we Allow. I mean, all the Contents of our society, our media, our laws, our money system, our businesses, our religions, our relationships, what we experience inside ourselves -- is that which we are Content with. I mean, if we were not Content with the Contents of what is Here as this world - well then we'd stop, wouldn't we'? We'd find a way to change the Contents of this world, the contents of ourselves, wouldn't we? - See more at: http://www.matterfreeman.com/2014/11/day-279-humanitys-content-containment.html#sthash.AbJ4ZFho.dpuf
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So that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. - Corinthians 12:25
Does the soil that grows the food of the Jew and the food of the Arab, care who was there first?
Do the seeds of the grains, the fruits, the vegetables, judge who plants them to be more or less worthy of the nourishment contained in the plant?
Our definitions become the chains that hold us in a prison of our own patterns.... Change your definitions....Break the Chains...
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We treasure our alternate realities, value systems, hopes and beliefs, believing our lives to be untouchable by the 'dark forces' of the world. Just as Gollum and Bilbo Baggins treasured the sense of power and control and invincibility given by the Ring of Power. The fact is, Money is our Ring of Power. Money gives us the ability to seem to disappear from the 'rest of the world', into mine, my own, my precious life. But, our Precious Lives are given their power by Dark Towers - the Dark Towers of the Banks and Corporations that function to destroy and enslave every available resource in the name of Survival of Profit. Every time we 'put on our ring' -- every time we Accept and Allow the money system, the world as it is to continue -- every time we decide -- my Precious is all that matters -- we are fueling, we are giving Power to the Evils of the world, and in that - we are the real source of Evil.
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This goes to show how already at age 11, a person's reasoning ability has been trained / programmed / defined within the definitions that support the continuation / perpetuation of the current paradigm of 'rights' / 'freedom' / 'making a difference', which is structured around the acceptance of the idea that Money is that which has value First - and the actual Human Being that requires the money for support - is that which has value Second.
I've been watching the Grey's Anatomy series, which is a great show to watch to see examples of how ridiculous and immature our accepted definition of relationships really is.
In the beginning of the series, we're introduced to a group of surgical interns freshly arrived at the fictional Seattle Grace Hospital. One of the first story lines that develops is intern George O'Malley's crush on another intern, Meredith Grey. It's one of those scenarios where the person sees another person, has a few interactions with them, and almost immediately is thrown into an experience of 'I'm in love with this person'. However George does not tell Meredith how he feels, and as the season unfolds, a recurring theme is intern George O'Malley being given a 'hard time' by his other intern pals, who are constantly pushing him to reveal how he feels about intern Meredith.
So, as the season progresses, we arrive at an episode in which George strikes up a 'friendship' with a certain female intern....I forgot her name... and when it becomes clear that 'she likes him', George's other intern friends urge him to 'go for it' as it were. George ends up dating the girl and having sex with her, but ultimately arrives at a point of decision, realizing that he's really just 'leading her on', because he'e really 'in love' with his assumed-to-be-unrequited original crush, Meredith Grey. George ends up breaking up with his new girlfriend, telling her that he's liked this other girl this whole time and wants to see what happens with her and that "I like you.....I just don't like you enough...".
It's fascinating how nasty love actually is. I mean, we'll actually tell someone 'I don't like you as much as this other person', simply because we experienced a feeling coming up when we saw someone and then started fantasizing about being with them - even if we've only seen them and have never even spoken with them or spent any time with them or gotten to know them at all -- we'll still accept this 'feeling' as an indication of 'this person has more value than another person'.
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How can Honesty exist when we have thoughts that we would be ashamed to speak?
How is it that we have not noticed that the very definition of Deception is to speak one thing, but think another, even while presenting ourselves as 'Honest'?
How can Trust ever exist between Human Beings when our expression is a false presentation hiding thoughts inside our head?
Why is it that we would experience shame or fear if we spoke all the thoughts we had about each other?
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Is my 'Me' in my head as thoughts / thinking? Or is my Me Here, with and as this whole moment in which all other beings also are here?
Ever notice how when you're thinking - you perceive yourself as separate from the other people around you? How can we treat each other as equals, as one with ourselves when we are not actually Here, Equal and One with the Moment, but are limited to a small space inside our head within thinking?
How can we be One and Equal with ourselves when thoughts exist within us that come up automatically and we leave the moment of breath awareness / reality awareness, separating ourselves from ourselves Here in and as the moment?
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Life as Who I Am.
This is Life speaking. I exist as the suppressed nature of man that have been allowed by the mind consciousness systems within. I exist as You as Who You Are. And, the Process is to become One and Equal with Me as Life as Who I Am. Life is Who You Are. You are not of Mind Consciousness Systems. And the inevitability of the Realization of Man, of Life of Who I Am - is Here. And the Expression, Manifestation, and Experience of Life will only be the Unification of Man with Me, as Who you Are as Life, of Life, of Who I Am, once Mind Consciousness Systems as Thoughts, Feelings, and Emotions are released - completely. You become the Realization of Life as All as One of Who I Am as I Am - One as Equal. Here, in every Moment. Self Expression, as One as Equal, as I Am. It is Here, Human Beings. It is merely required to be Realized, and how it is Realized is through Forgiveness and Self Application. Self Forgiveness. And, in the Silence that is You - I remain. And this I is the Expression of Life, of Who I Am, of I Am, as Equal as One. So Give yourself the Gift that is You, the Gift that is Life, the Gift that is Me, the Gift that is I Am. The Gift that Stand as Who You Are - Infinitely. And Remains as Who You Are, as you Express, Live, and Apply Who you Are as Life. Thank you very much.
2.5 billion people do not have a toilet.
Imagine if in all of the United States, all of Canada, and all of Europe, there was not one single toilet to be found. And even then that's only a little over a billion people - half of the number of people who do not have access to proper sanitation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I exist in hope that I will be able to escape the physical reality into an afterlife that I will believe will be easier and more fun than being here in the physical reality
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...all of this was 'secret stuff' going on in my mind that I feared for my partner to discover, so I suppressed it and would each time we had sex, go into an experience of inner conflict, because all these judgments, irritations, annoyances would come up in me toward my partner, because she didn't fulfill the requirements of the picture in my mind that I used to generate energy to accumulate into an orgasm....
...we never defined what we would like sex to be within the context of our relationship and how we will deal with reactions, judgments, desires, etc - we left sex undefined and within this accepted and allowed each of our existing ideas, definitions, desires, fantasies, thoughts to define sex for us...
I Commit myself to defining words in support of Me as the Best Me I can Be, and Living these Words in every moment as Who I Am -- so that I can stop Doing, and Start Living