fireforchrist

Leaving SU

I have been praying about this for some time. I feel that my time on SU is coming to an end. I will not delete my account but do not expect me to respond to anything you might send my way. This is hard to do. I have gotten so much from you all, but I want to do all that righteousness requires.

There is need of much light in the world. I feel that I need to find the true source of light and learn how to reflect that light better. I need to make my life more simple for this.

I want to be a fire that spreads to the whole world. This takes time to kindle the flame. It does not come by telling others that you want the fire or even that you are the fire but it comes by spending time with God. As this quote by John R. Mott states it takes time.

"The men that will change the colleges and seminaries here represented are the men that will spend the most time alone with God...It takes time for the fires to burn. It takes time for God to draw near and for us to know that He is there. It takes time to assimilate His truth. You ask me, How much time? I do not know. I know it means time enough to forget time." - John R. Mott

I have not yet forgotten time.

Now I am going to the real people out there. I am going to the SU community through the back door. I want to reach the people who have faces, families and pains.

I want to stand where they will knock me down and even kill me because I stand for Christ where they can see me. Not my profile that masks who? Do you even know that I am not a making it up?

I want to stand the the middle of the broad way even if I get trampled on. I do not want to be a road sign to Jesus but an inconvenient fork in the road where people have to make a conscious decision which way they will go.

I want people to be confronted with the face of Steven and Moses. Not their face but the glory of God because I spent time with My God. May you all desire to shine bright for the lord even if you get stoned because of it.

I might be back after I forget time in God.