I truly believe certain depressives see a peculiar, underlying beauty to the universe that "regular people" cannot quite fathom. I believe these depressives feel things so utterly deeply they cannot express them in words, but instead internalize them.
There is such inexplicable beauty they see and feel all around them and it is so moving, like an undercurrent that carries their spirits. At times, such beauty renders them speechless and motionless because it completely overwhelms them.