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Evolution-One

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John is a 36 year old guy from Wales, UK

"conquer yourself rather than the world"

  • Created Sep 24 2007

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    CHILDREN SHOW SCARS LIKE MEDALS, LOVERS USE THEM AS SECRETS
    TO REVEAL, A SCAR IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE WORD IS MADE FLESH
  • Created Sep 24 2007

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    Why Do I Have To Fight [Daw Aung San Suu Kyi]

    why, teacher, why.. why.. why?
    i have no dad nor a sister left
    to teach me and to care for me you said, was that a lie?
    this time with tearful eyes she, again, said...
    "be a grown one, young man,
    can't you see we all are dying?
    and stop this with your might as soon as you can,
    for we all are suffering."
  • Created Sep 23 2007

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    LOVE IS BLIND
    FRIENDSHIP LOOKS AWAY
  • Created Sep 23 2007

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    I Came So Far For Beauty

    i came so far for beauty
    i left so much behind
    my patience and my family
    my masterpiece unsigned
    i thought i'd be rewarded
    for such a lonely choice
    and surely she would answer
    to such a very hopeless voice
    i practised all my sainthood
    i gave to one and all
    but the rumours of my virtue
    they moved her not at all
    i changed my style to silver
    i changed my clothes to black
    and where i would surrender
    now i would attack
    i stormed the old casino
    for the money and the flesh
    and i myself decided
    what was rotten and what was fresh
    and men to do my bidding
    and broken bones to teach
    the value of my pardon
    the shadow of my reach
    but no, i could not touch her
    with such a heavy hand
    her star beyond my order
    her nakedness unmanned
    i came so far for beauty
    i left so much behind
    my patience and my family
    my masterpiece unsigned
  • Created Sep 23 2007

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    THE SOURCE OF HUMOUR ITSELF IS NOT JOY, BUT SORROW.
    FOR THERE IS NO HUMOUR IN HEAVEN
  • Created Sep 23 2007

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    Conceit [D H Lawrence]

    it is conceit that kills us
    and makes us cowards instead of gods

    under the great command: know thy self and that thou art mortal
    we have become fatally self-conscious, fatally self-important, fatally entangled in the cocoon coils of our conceit

    now we have to admit we cant know ourselves, we can only know about ourselves
    and i am not interested to know about myself any more
    i only entangle myself in the knowing

    Now let me be myself
    now let me be myself and flicker forth
    now let me be myself in the being one of the gods
  • Created Sep 23 2007

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    FOR EACH BEAUTY
    THERE IS AN EYE SOMEWHERE TO SEE IT
  • Created Nov 12 2006

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    Creep

    when you were here before
    couldnt look you in the eye
    youre just like an angel
    your skin makes me cry

    you float like a feather
    in a beautiful world
    i wish i was special
    youre so fuckin special

    but im a creep
    im a weirdo
    what the hell am i doin here
    i dont belong here

    i dont care if it hurts
    i wanna have control
    i want a perfect body
    i want a perfect soul

    i want you to notice
    when im not around
    youre so fuckin special
    i wish i was special

    but im a creep
    im a weirdo
    what the hell am i doin here
    i dont belong here

    shes running out again
    shes running
    she runs runs runs runs

    whatever makes you happy
    whatever you want
    youre so fucking special
    i wish i was special

    but im a creep
    im a weirdo
    what the hell am i doin here
    i dont belong here

    i dont belong here
  • Created Nov 10 2006

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    I AM AN OLD SCHOLAR, BETTER LOOKING NOW THAN WHEN I WAS YOUNG.
    THAT'S WHAT SITTING ON YOUR ASS DOES TO YOUR FACE