Wow. I'm definitely impressed, because while reading the descriptions of the defences at the bottom I realized I made pretty much a straight line. Alone-->Isolation-->Lost child-->Sublimation. I've been turning my sadness into art since I was very little, so much so that I don't do it for the sake of art itself - I am unable to draw happy feelings, for instance. The description of "Narcissistic" is pretty accurate as well. Well, I know I'm messed up, but it's interesting to be able to put a name on it.